I’m Still Trying To Love Like I’ve Never Been Hurt

I wanna build a relationship with someone who cares about “why” I’ve been quiet all day. Not someone who gets mad cause I’m “acting different”.

The worst feeling is when you feel like you’re annoying the only person you wanna talk to.

Thank you for being so busy that you still have time to hurt me.

If he’s not changing his way for you, you’re not the girl he wanna be with.

If I cry in front of you, I’m really hurting. I hate crying in front of people. I feel weak, like I’m begging for sympathy & that’s not me.

Sorry if I’m becoming distant, I’m tryna be there for myself now.

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Been cheated on… lied to… left for someone else… dropped with no explanation, and I’m still trying to love like I’ve never been hurt.

I forgave you when I shouldn’t have; I stayed loyal when you didn’t deserve my loyalty. And I helped you when you didn’t bother helping me. I love you constantly. But what did you? Stabbed me right in my back without a second thought. But that’s okay…One day you’ll regret it.

Every part of me is so sick of him. I’m sick of constantly checking my phone, constantly crying, being in heart-dropping situations. I’m sick of my happiness depending on whether or not he pays attention to me. And I’m sick of feeling the whole world is going to collapse.

I gave you more than I gave myself. So loyal to you that I betrayed myself.

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